how easy it is to get used to someone in your life. You stay up at night and wonder when you’re gonna see them and be able to hold them again. You don’t want things to change because you’ve gotten so used to the good of it all. You don’t know what you would do without them because they just make you so happy and even if it isn’t safe to say, you’re attached. Things are great, and you couldn’t be happier. Suddenly, everything starts dying down. The romance, the constant reassurance of them telling you how they feel, all of it. You can’t help but feel insecure and think you did something wrong or think worse. You’re over thinking now and it’s getting the absolute best of you. You find yourself a complete mess. You’ve never expected to feel this way: hopeless. It hurts, emotionally. Almost like you can’t deal. Some people don’t really understand what it feels like to care about someone so much that it hurts until they’re put in that situation. They judge you and call you crazy, but who’s gonna be judging and calling who crazy when they get a taste of it? It’s truly scary how much of an affect someone can have upon you.